Where or when were you the happiest?
I’m happiest when I’m writing. Or when I’m painting. Though I’m also very happy when I’m sleeping and not having a bad dream. These past few years, I have come to the realization that I am happy at least once a day—if even for a fleeting moment.
What are your pet peeves?
Guys who have to be the smartest person in the room. People with a great sense of entitlement.
Religious people who have no sense of humility. Rude poets.
What is your favorite season?
Autumn. What a lovely way to die.
What living person do you most admire? |
My mother (my two sisters run a close second)
If you could be a non-human animal for a day, what would you be?
I want to say: “A penguin” but another part of me says, no, no, “a tiger.” Tyger, Tyger, burning bright...
What is your most marked characteristic?
My sense of humor / my laugh / also though, I cry easily. Am I equivocating?
What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
I am constantly beating up on myself. If my life was a novel I would be the protagonist and the antagonist.
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
I deplore the fact that some people seem to have been born without an empathy gene. I wonder if scientists are working on that kind of gene therapy? I also deplore stinginess in people. Stinginess has nothing do with a lack of resources—it has something to do with a lack of generosity. What do your friends say about you behind your back?
“God, he still wears red Chuck Taylors.”
“That sonofabitch is publishing another book??!!”
“He doesn’t have a television? Really?”
Who are your favorite heroes or heroines in fiction?
Pip in Great Expectations, Bigger Thomas in Native Son, John Singer in The Heart is a Lonely Hunter, Atticus Finch in To Kill a Mockingbird, Fermina Daza & Florentino Ariza in Love in the Time of Cholera.
What fictional characters do you most dislike?
Lady Brett in The Sun Also Rises, Daisy and Tom in The Great Gatsby, Marlow in Heart of Darkness.
Who are your favorite musicians?
Kurt Elling, Nina Simone, Joni Mitchell, Miles Davis, Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young, Pink Martini, Jaunes, Dave Brubeck, John Coltrane, Leonard Cohen, Simon & Garfunkle, The Beatles, The Doors, Billie Holliday
Who are your heroes in real life?
Ruben García, a man I’ve known all my life and who runs Annunciation House in El Paso, Texas, a sanctuary for immigrants and the poor; Dorothy Day who started the Catholic Worker movement; Cesar Chávez whose faith and humility still move me.
What talent do you wish you had?
I wish I could sing, play the piano, dance, do stand up.
What is your present state of mind?
Don’t ask. You might have to buy me several drinks and then I’d have to tell you. And you’d have to listen.
On what occasions do you lie?
Mostly to spare people’s feelings. I hate this about myself.
What historical figure do you most identify with?
Karl Marx. Like him, I am obsessed with analyzing the material world, and like him, nobody will be reading me in twenty years.
What is your favorite journey?
The journey I’ve taken to look directly into the face of the difficult world I live in all of its violence and not avert my eyes. My determination to love this world I live in. This is the only journey that matters.
What living person do you most despise?
Rush Limbaugh. He lacks an empathy gene. I’ll stop there.
What is your greatest fear?
That I am not grateful enough for the life that has been giving me. That I am too hard on other people, not forgiving enough, not generous enough.
What is your greatest extravagance?
I like to treat my friends to expensive dinners. I like to give people I love paintings I’ve worked on for months and months.
What is your greatest hope?
That there will be peace in Juárez and that Mexico will become a great nation.
What do you most value in your friends?
Their kindness, their generosity, their affection, their impossible loyalty.
Who are your favorite writers?
William Faulkner, Flannery O’Conner, Gabriel García Márquez, Denise Levertov, John Donne, e.e. cummings, C.D. Wright, Adrienne Rich, Alberto Ríos, Federico García Lorca, Pablo Neruda, David Duncan, Sherman Alexie, Denise Chávez, J.G. Ballard, James Baldwin, Toni Morrison, Carson McCullers. I better stop, I could go on and on here.
What is your motto?
You don’t get extra credit for doing what you’re supposed to do.
Benjamin Alire Sáenz leads a sold-out workshop as part of the 2011 Port Townsend Writers' Conference.
Benjamin was born on August 16, 1954 in his grandmother’s house in Old Picacho, a small farming village on the outskirts of Las Cruces, New Mexico. He was the fourth of seven children and was raised on a small farm near Mesilla, New Mexico.
He graduated from Las Cruces High School in 1972 though he was not a particularly good student. High school was something he survived--though he was later to use those years as the basis for Sammy and Juliana in Hollywood. The culture of the late sixties were very influential in his intellectual and political formation and he numbered among his heroes, Cesar Chavez, Dorothy Day, Daniel Barrigan, Dalton Trumbo, Thomas Merton, Saint Francis of Assisi, Martin Luther King, and Robert Kennedy. The Vietnam war left a permanent mark on him and in 2008, partially out of his outrage for the war in Iraq, he wrote Names on a Map. Using the voices contained in that novel, Saenz explored the way in which a war can destroy a family.
As a writer, as a young man, and as a thinker, he was greatly influenced by Chicano movement and his own people's struggle for civil rights. He had learned first hand--but especially from his father--how racism could damage a man and stifle the dreams of an entire population.
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